Let’s
just jump right in with the wild claims and ideas that are
unsubstantiated and that I can only make because they’re my
opinions, and this is my book. The wild claims that your own research
and intuition will support or discard as necessary for and desired by
you. We’ll start with how the story ends, the conclusion I
propose. If you like it you can read the following chapters and enjoy
and understand how I reached it. This is my conclusion, and
everything else will be the reasoning behind it. Just my idea and my
sense of the way the world works. Either you won’t waste
another minute, or there will be something that piques your curiosity
and you will continue to read.
And
with that…
God
is All Encompassing Self Awareness. All Encompassing Self, All
Encompassing Awareness, All Encompassing, All. As such, All
Encompassing Self Awareness (AESA) only has itself, to create
anything out of, when it creates everything else. We are pieces of
AESA, we are Self with a unique and individual “I”. We
are Self with a unique and individual “eye”. We are Self
with a unique way of “seeing” what there is. And all
there is, is AESA. The “I” is the conscious Awareness of
the subconscious Self. The “I” is the conscious knowing
of the Self. The conscious “I” is what the subconscious
Self becomes when there is Awareness of Self. The more conscious
Awareness of the Self, the bigger the conscious “I”, and
the less of the Self is left concealed. Think of the words. The “eye”
is conscious Awareness of the Self, and the “eye” gains
more Awareness and grows when it “sees” the Self. The
bigger the “eye”, the more can be “seen”, and
the more conscious Awareness there is of what we are looking at. And
what we are looking at, is the Self because it is All-Encompassing.
The Self is the “organ” used to perform a sense, and
everything it is sensing. The “I” is the Awareness of the
sensed Self. The Self is both the Self Aware “eye” and
everything it “sees”. So the only way the “eye”
has of perceiving it Self is by looking into a mirror and separating
out in the reflection the “eye” and the Self. Once the
“eye” perceives the Self in the reflection, it becomes
Aware of it. The “eye” gains more Awareness and becomes
bigger, or grows its consciousness, meaning that there is less
subconscious area for the Self, and more of the Self is in the
conscious area. Also with more Awareness it becomes easier to detect
the Self in all the other reflections.
The
“I” is Aware of the Self, and has beliefs and opinions
about the Self's likes and dislikes. The way in which the “I”
becomes Aware of the Self is by using an experience as a mirror to
observe the Self. The “I” sets up the experiences by
using its opinions and beliefs as the template. As the Self
participates in an experience, the “I” observes and gains
Awareness of the Self. The Self either likes or dislikes the
resulting experiences. The “I” gains Awareness of the
Self's likes and dislikes and adjusts the template accordingly. The
Self's like or dislike is the sum of “role”, “I”,
and “participate with” in an experience. Think of acting,
actors pretend to be another “I”. Does the Self like or
dislike as “I participate with hear” of music? Does the
Self like or dislike as “I participate with criticizing”
of music? Does the Self like or dislike as “I participate with
enjoy” of music? Does the Self like or dislike as “I
participate with dislike” of traffic. Smell of roses, caress of
spouse, taste of cake, see of sunrise. Once the “I” is
Aware of the Self's likes and dislikes, it can choose the experience
and the role to produce the wanted effect. “I” should
probably choose enjoy for the experience of life. Enjoying of life.
As the “I” selects a role, it becomes it for the duration
of the experience. I is “I participate with enjoy” of
life, or “I am enjoying life”.
Through
this unique “I”'s perspective the Self is collecting
Awareness in its experiences, while playing out the only theme known
to AESA, the path to Self-Awareness and then the Awareness of all.
Since AESA is all there is, it has no way of fully perceiving itself,
much like we can’t see all of ourselves in a mirror. We are
pieces of AESA acting as mirrors, reflecting back our perspectives of
it to itself. We are mirrors giving AESA a chance to say “ooh
there's my Self, and there, and there, and that’s what my Self
looks like from that angle”. There is no fate for us, but there
is pre-destination since the end is known and it is full, complete,
total, All-Encompassing Self-awareness and Awareness of Self. As we
become Self-aware, there becomes more Self Awareness and thus AESA
expands. As we learn and discover more about ourselves, AESA learns
and discovers more about itself, giving all of us more to discover,
and the process continues infinitely. Infinite moments of “ooh
there's my Self” as we discover and become Aware of our Selves.
Infinite moments for the Self of “I am so and so in an
experience”, “I want this and that in an experience”,
and “I do such and such in an experience”. Infinite
moments of AESA becoming Aware of the Self through the “I”'s
unique experiences. We are AESA's unique perspective of looking at
its Self.
To be continued...
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