Wednesday, November 5, 2014

My Son

My son can be safe in the knowledge and belief that I do everything I can do, to make his life better. It does not matter if he knows what I am doing, or how, or why, but he can trust that it is for the best.

If my son comes to me to ask what I am doing, I will explain, even if he does not understand it. If he asks what I am doing, I will explain. If he asks how I am doing it, I will explain. If he asks why I am doing it, I will explain. I will explain even if he does not get it. Even if he does not get it, it is for the best.

If my son decides that he wants to understand something, I will teach him until he knows everything he needs to know to understand. It will take whatever time it needs to take. I will explain as long as he wants to listen.​

After understanding the what, the how, the why, it will be up to my son to decide what to do next. To do what I do, why I do it, and how I do it, or to change any and all of those things however he ​chooses to. Hopefully for the better.

The point at which my son understands, the time it takes to explain, the frustration I may experience, are all based on me. It all depends on how close to perfect my understanding, my knowledge, and my patience are. My son depends on me.​

My son has me as the previous step to use to climb higher. Anything I can do to raise myself up, raises him. Anything I can do to raise myself up, raises me. I can do it for him, or I can do it for me. I am in control of our better.​

If there is some higher entity, be it my Higher Self or something else, it may be teaching me. It may be teaching me, even if I don't understand it. I may not understand it, but I can trust that if I have understood, then anything higher than me also has to understand, the benefit of always trying to do better.

This higher Self also has me, to act as the lower step. To it, I am the one in need of help, in need of explanations. A step above for me, for it will mean a higher step. To help me, is in its own self-interest, just as it is in mine. Just as raising my son, means raising my higher self. ​

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